LOVE by Jaeson Ma

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)

青团敬拜组交棒的时候

各组组长2010年报告，检讨及勉励

各位弟兄姐妹主里平安。我很感恩能够在二零一零年和Andrew一起担任敬拜组长的职位。一年的时间不知不觉的过去了。一年里学了很多从来没有学过的事。我更感恩能够看到大家能够彼此扶持，彼此鼓励和不断的用心来为主来事奉。我本来打算今年会留在关丹实习，但因家人鼓励，所以决定留在沙巴实习。

敬拜组曾经举办过的活动如下：-

1） 诗歌分享会-24/4

2） 何为诗班-24/7

3） 青少年联合敬拜赞美晚会（LIFE）-23/10

4） 每月第四个星期青团献诗

5） 诗歌创作比赛

小小分享

诗歌分享会 - 连续几年都有举办过的诗歌分享会都办的不错。大家能够分享一首对自己很有意识的歌，也能够分享自己的见证。

何谓诗班 – 有一段时间我一直在问自己，为什么要有诗班，为什么每个月要献诗呢？当我跟Aileen聊后，才明白诗班的意义。所以当晚就请Aileen给些小小分享并鼓励大家一起事奉，最基本就从诗班开始。

青少年联合敬拜赞美晚会（LIFE）- 敬拜赞美晚会筹备了快两个月。这也是当中最挑战的一项。当中邀请的讲员因时间方面都不能够分享讯息，所以最后我就自己分享一些我对生命的看法。希望能够带出当中的讯息。除此之外，当晚的领唱也有调动。有时有一些临时的更改，但感谢神，神的恩典够我们用。本来缺少领唱和伴唱的敬拜赞美晚会，但当晚一组完整的敬拜团（领唱，男女伴唱，钢琴手，鼓手，贝斯手，和电子琴手）能够一起带领敬拜赞美。

青团献诗 – 教会第四个礼拜献诗往往是我忽略的一件事。其实每个月不需要一直献诗，反而更换，如跳舞，话剧等等。或献诗时可以有些动作。

诗歌创作比赛 – 反映不是很热烈，我觉的可以更加的鼓励大家一起来创作，并可以让少年团契一起参与。

检讨

我发觉我忽略了敬拜团（领唱，伴唱，乐器手）的带领方式。有时领唱能够更有效的带领敬拜赞美，但往往忽略了这一点。我建议邀请一些有经验的教会领唱者来给予一些劝勉和分享。一起学习如何的更有效的来领敬拜赞美。

勉励

希望大家越事奉越喜乐，越事奉越甘甜。记得要把目光转向神，为神而做！更多的祷告，更加的亲近神。一起建立爱的青年团契·。

钟佳寯启

29/12/2010

Meaningful Vs Meaningless Life

It's 2am in the morning....
can't sleep and thinking a lot of questions while sleeping on my bed. May be this called, insomnia?
By the way, some thought and question flash in my mind. I'm thinking what task I have done today. What I have done today?
I don't know what really I'm doing. I'm like wasting my whole day time playing with my laptop. I always fell scared and nervous when feeling empty. I don't want my Life to be wasted. Life for me, it's really short. We wont know what will happen the next day. Every day, I can breath, I can live and I can learn, it's really the GRACE from God.
While sleeping and flashing some thought on my bed, I'm thinking... my Life will be so meaningless if I only live for myself, working for myself, earn money for myself and then die. I realized that life will meaningful when we change the target to worship God. Everything in our life, working, reading, cooking, singing etc can be the tools to worship. Therefore, it's important to note that  I have to do my BEST either in smallest or biggest thing in life because I know what I'm doing is for God and pleased HIM. Nevertheless, scripture mention that ²¹"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!' Matthew 25:21  

I won't blame but thankful that I can learned so many things that I never learn before. I can solved so many problems that I never solved before. Yup, its great that problems occur in my life and I can take the challenge and solve it.

T-shirt Design

It's my first time design and helping people design T-shirt. It's look nice and simple. I just using few hours and completed the latest design using Photoshop. While I designing the T-shirt, I am so thankful that God giving me the talent to design. Thanks Daddy for your Grace and giving me the talent. Designing also can be a tool to worship! Wooohoo.... I Get It!

David's iPhone

Whole day i'm playing with my iPhone application and theme. Love my new theme SO Much! It's cute and love the Piggy and egg Icon too.while I arranging my application, one sentence flash in my mind... am I wasting my time? I use the whole day, front of my laptop and iPhone keep downloading new application and theme. Seriously, I'm nearly addicted to it. Man are greedy hor. I have to control and schedule my time from now on. By the way, I still love my theme very much, and it's look cute and tidy ^^

Hillsong - Hosanna (High-Quality)

I see the king of glory 
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes

Yeeeah

I see his love and mercy 
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing

Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest [x2]

I see a generation 
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith

I see a near revival 
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean 
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to 
Eternity

给主席，副主席和小组组长的小小分享，

“如果时间可以重来，我一定会做的更好。”这句话在我脑海你闪过。往往的，当我们正拿着一些职位时，这正是我们学习的时候了。一开始还没有近考试时，一切事奉都易如反掌，一切都在掌控之中。但考试与功课一来临时，压力，烦恼，比较的心，忧伤的灵都会出现在你面前。我曾经经历过，当我正准备赶thesis时，我整个人压力了起来。当同房准备的功课比我多时，我开始担心了起来。但往往的，考试时正是你要学习，你要挑战，你更要依靠神的时候。

当组长/主席不是一件容易的事。是需要不断学习，不断磨练，不断向上，不断成长的事奉。我不是一位很有领导能力的人，但我只能夸口说“神使用软弱的人来彰显祂的荣耀”。我感恩神安排了一班委员来扶持与鼓励。当然我也跌倒了很多次。每次跌倒后，神都让我学习到一些新功课。但我深记得，我离开大学前几个星期，我在一些压力底下跟其中一位委员吵架。那时是我最不想认错，也觉得没有必要认错时，我已经给了魔鬼留地步。大家如果想回，我在离开大学最后一两个月，小组真的没有任何的进展。当有罪在你心里时，你跟神的关系将越来越远。我只知道我没有能力再做任何决定，任何活动，我只能说我不能再做什么了。

我感恩，当我离开大学后，我再次的依靠神。再次心灵得释放。这小小的分享，是希望大家能从中学习，也希望大家不要重蹈复测。小小建议：-

亲近神

不要忘了更加的亲近神。祂是那位又真又活的上帝。我相信当你更亲近神时，你必更得力。神必加添你更多的力量。凡事信靠祂，你生活中必看到很多神的带领与神迹。鼓励大家在小组中常分享见证。我们的神是又真又活的神，相信见证不单单停留在小时候，而是前几天，前几个星期发生的事。祝福大家更加的亲近神，并每日灵修。建议每位委员每日必灵修。

互相鼓励

“同心”一直是我所希望。我渴望各委员能将内心的话说出来。我渴望小组从委员开始。大家在主里都是弟兄姐妹。我鼓励大家都能抛开你内心的世界与各委员分享，一起学习，一起代祷，一起小组。然后才开始带领小组。不要忘了常常鼓励，若有建议/做错的地方，不要忘了用温柔的话语来批评与鼓励。大家一起以谦卑的心学习。

时间管理

时间往往是大学生涯最重要的关键字。大家所要付出的时间肯定必其他同学多。所以你要更好的安排每一分每一秒。安排每一分每一秒。求神赐给你更多的智慧来安排时间。记得要在小组与功课上拿到平衡点。不要太注重一方而忽略了另一方。

更多的爱

“爱”是小组中最关键的一个字。我们爱，因神先爱我们。记得把神的爱分享给身旁每一个人。当你静下来数算神的恩典时，你将明白神的爱是何等长阔高深。记得常常数算神的恩典。“爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；爱是不嫉妒，爱是不自夸， 不张狂，不作害羞的事，不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，不喜欢不 义，只喜欢真理：凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐．爱是永不止”。爱是很大的一门学问。用心的学吧！加油, 加油！～

多读属灵书籍

曾经有位牧师说，当你听一位传道人讲道是，你就知道他到底有没有常读书。一位常读属灵书籍的人，说的话更有学问，更有深度，而且更多的例子。我希望大家能善用所学的，分享出去。

谦卑的心

小组组长，主席，副主席，秘书，财政，交通部长，这些名听起来真的很好听。曾经有位长辈说，当你职位越高，你就越要懂得谦卑。不要被这些名把你的心偷去了。不要被这些名蒙蔽了。它随时让你跌倒，骄傲起来。大家应该以谦卑的心不断学习，成长。职位越大，你就越要学习谦卑。小组组长，主席，副主席，秘书，财政，交通部长是要服侍人，而不是被人服侍。有时更因该以身作则。

带同学参与

我曾经忽略了，也以为我同学没有兴趣去教会。当当我最后几个星期带他们去小组时，我开始后悔了。我后悔我们三年半的同学并好朋友，我却没有鼓励和带他们去教会。当最后一星期带他们去教会时，他们说原来去教会是这么喜乐的。我依然后悔没有早鼓励他们。我希望你们不要像我一样，到了最后才把永恒的道路分享给身旁的每一位非基督徒。分享，真的很重要。分享是把你觉得很重要的事告诉你声旁的人。撒下种子，并看到神的带领，你会很超喜乐也很感恩。

我感恩，是神带领了我在小组中学习。我软弱时，是神加添我力量。我无助时，是神安排了周围的人来鼓励我。一切荣耀都归于神。

虽然现在还没有牧者或长辈来带领小组，但我感恩，你们能够更多的学习，更多的独立。记得要走向真理。若有不会或不肯定的属灵问题，不要害怕找牧师，传道。他们必纠正你们。