“Whoever of you loves life and desires to see many good days,
Keep your tongue from evil and your lips from speaking lies.
Turn from evil and do good; seek peace and pursue it.

The eyes of the LORD are on the righteous and his ears are attentive to their cry;
the face of the LORD is against those who do evil, to cut off the memory of them from the earth.

The righteous cry out, and LORD hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles.
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
A righteous man may have many troubles, but the LORD delivers him from them all;
he protects all his bones, not one of them will be broken.

Evil will slay the wicked; the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
The LORD redeems his servants; no one will be condemned who takes refuse in him. ”

-PSALM 53:12-22

黑暗中的曙光

Verse1
如果我现在看不见，是否走在黑暗无尽头
如果我走在黑暗无尽头，我是否有勇气继续往前走，
verse2
是你慢慢走进走进我生活，让我看到前面有微小的曙光，
是你进入我生活，是我从最低谷到最高的地方
Chorus
主，是你进入我的生活，是我不再黑暗中打转，
主，是你一步步陪伴着我，使我走入真理的地方
Bridge
我不要再次使你伤心，我不要活在埋怨里，
我不要活在悲伤之中，我不要活在仇恨里
Verse3
求主你圣灵再次充满着我，使我走向真理的道路，
求主你继续带领着我，使我有勇气继续向前走。


24/1/2011 12:30am 完成

回忆

从一年前开始的UMP Methodist Cell Group现在已成为我的回忆。但我知道下一代接手的会比我这一代做的更好！加油！=）

Di Setiap Nafasku - True Worshippers Youth

G D/F#
我親愛救主
Em D C
向你獻上我的全部
G D/F#
一生跟隨我主
Em D C
我生命你緊緊握住

Em D C
我全人全心
Em D C
單單歸於你
Em D C
求充滿我靈
Em D C
高聲敬拜你

G
我王我的救主
C
我神我的天父
Am
在我生命中每一天
D
向你不住獻上讚美
G
將我所有一切
C
全擺在你面前
Am
在我生命中每一天
D
我要緊緊跟隨
G
直到永遠

人总是在寻找可以刺激自己快乐的东西，显示人其实不快乐

这几天不断的想回这一张图画的意识。人总是在寻找可以刺激自己快乐的东西，显示人其实并不快乐。

这星期，我终于开始在一间Consultant 公司实习做工。每天从早忙到旁晚。回家后，看看电视，看看下书，就开始躺在穿上大睡一场。这几天真的是累爆了。但几天连续做同样事情后，头脑开始转动的想，每天做同样的事情到底有什么意义呢？

突然想起，很多工作后的青年人放工后就性质洋洋的去Clubbing。可能是寻找快乐，也可能是寻找异性朋友，再有可能是和朋友叙旧。我想起我以前，曾经有几次和好友去clubbing。人都喜欢尝试新东西。看到每个人在台前跳舞，我们也参与在其中。跳着跳着，你对我笑·，我对你笑，就这样过了一晚。但我只知道这一切，好空虚哦。我知为了什么目的而跳，而时间也一份一秒的过去了。自从那一次，我三年以来在没有再去了。我也答应我自己，我不能够再去。因我不想寻找短暂，一下子就过去的快乐。

但说真的，在基督里才能找到真正的自由。从神而来的喜乐是永恒的。是心灵得自由，得释放。神的爱是何等长扩高深。数算神的恩典时，更能够看到神的祝福满满。往往超乎你所求所想。我现在要更加的警惕自己，把神摆在生命的中心。有位创造宇宙万物，万王之王，万主之主在引领着我，我也没有什么好惧怕的了。因神的应许永远不改变。神的恩典永远够我用。我期待过着丰盛的人生。

LOVE by Jaeson Ma

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)

青团敬拜组交棒的时候

各组组长2010年报告，检讨及勉励

各位弟兄姐妹主里平安。我很感恩能够在二零一零年和Andrew一起担任敬拜组长的职位。一年的时间不知不觉的过去了。一年里学了很多从来没有学过的事。我更感恩能够看到大家能够彼此扶持，彼此鼓励和不断的用心来为主来事奉。我本来打算今年会留在关丹实习，但因家人鼓励，所以决定留在沙巴实习。

敬拜组曾经举办过的活动如下：-

1） 诗歌分享会-24/4

2） 何为诗班-24/7

3） 青少年联合敬拜赞美晚会（LIFE）-23/10

4） 每月第四个星期青团献诗

5） 诗歌创作比赛

小小分享

诗歌分享会 - 连续几年都有举办过的诗歌分享会都办的不错。大家能够分享一首对自己很有意识的歌，也能够分享自己的见证。

何谓诗班 – 有一段时间我一直在问自己，为什么要有诗班，为什么每个月要献诗呢？当我跟Aileen聊后，才明白诗班的意义。所以当晚就请Aileen给些小小分享并鼓励大家一起事奉，最基本就从诗班开始。

青少年联合敬拜赞美晚会（LIFE）- 敬拜赞美晚会筹备了快两个月。这也是当中最挑战的一项。当中邀请的讲员因时间方面都不能够分享讯息，所以最后我就自己分享一些我对生命的看法。希望能够带出当中的讯息。除此之外，当晚的领唱也有调动。有时有一些临时的更改，但感谢神，神的恩典够我们用。本来缺少领唱和伴唱的敬拜赞美晚会，但当晚一组完整的敬拜团（领唱，男女伴唱，钢琴手，鼓手，贝斯手，和电子琴手）能够一起带领敬拜赞美。

青团献诗 – 教会第四个礼拜献诗往往是我忽略的一件事。其实每个月不需要一直献诗，反而更换，如跳舞，话剧等等。或献诗时可以有些动作。

诗歌创作比赛 – 反映不是很热烈，我觉的可以更加的鼓励大家一起来创作，并可以让少年团契一起参与。

检讨

我发觉我忽略了敬拜团（领唱，伴唱，乐器手）的带领方式。有时领唱能够更有效的带领敬拜赞美，但往往忽略了这一点。我建议邀请一些有经验的教会领唱者来给予一些劝勉和分享。一起学习如何的更有效的来领敬拜赞美。

勉励

希望大家越事奉越喜乐，越事奉越甘甜。记得要把目光转向神，为神而做！更多的祷告，更加的亲近神。一起建立爱的青年团契·。

钟佳寯启

29/12/2010