LOVE by Jaeson Ma

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)

青团敬拜组交棒的时候

各组组长2010年报告，检讨及勉励

各位弟兄姐妹主里平安。我很感恩能够在二零一零年和Andrew一起担任敬拜组长的职位。一年的时间不知不觉的过去了。一年里学了很多从来没有学过的事。我更感恩能够看到大家能够彼此扶持，彼此鼓励和不断的用心来为主来事奉。我本来打算今年会留在关丹实习，但因家人鼓励，所以决定留在沙巴实习。

敬拜组曾经举办过的活动如下：-

1） 诗歌分享会-24/4

2） 何为诗班-24/7

3） 青少年联合敬拜赞美晚会（LIFE）-23/10

4） 每月第四个星期青团献诗

5） 诗歌创作比赛

小小分享

诗歌分享会 - 连续几年都有举办过的诗歌分享会都办的不错。大家能够分享一首对自己很有意识的歌，也能够分享自己的见证。

何谓诗班 – 有一段时间我一直在问自己，为什么要有诗班，为什么每个月要献诗呢？当我跟Aileen聊后，才明白诗班的意义。所以当晚就请Aileen给些小小分享并鼓励大家一起事奉，最基本就从诗班开始。

青少年联合敬拜赞美晚会（LIFE）- 敬拜赞美晚会筹备了快两个月。这也是当中最挑战的一项。当中邀请的讲员因时间方面都不能够分享讯息，所以最后我就自己分享一些我对生命的看法。希望能够带出当中的讯息。除此之外，当晚的领唱也有调动。有时有一些临时的更改，但感谢神，神的恩典够我们用。本来缺少领唱和伴唱的敬拜赞美晚会，但当晚一组完整的敬拜团（领唱，男女伴唱，钢琴手，鼓手，贝斯手，和电子琴手）能够一起带领敬拜赞美。

青团献诗 – 教会第四个礼拜献诗往往是我忽略的一件事。其实每个月不需要一直献诗，反而更换，如跳舞，话剧等等。或献诗时可以有些动作。

诗歌创作比赛 – 反映不是很热烈，我觉的可以更加的鼓励大家一起来创作，并可以让少年团契一起参与。

检讨

我发觉我忽略了敬拜团（领唱，伴唱，乐器手）的带领方式。有时领唱能够更有效的带领敬拜赞美，但往往忽略了这一点。我建议邀请一些有经验的教会领唱者来给予一些劝勉和分享。一起学习如何的更有效的来领敬拜赞美。

勉励

希望大家越事奉越喜乐，越事奉越甘甜。记得要把目光转向神，为神而做！更多的祷告，更加的亲近神。一起建立爱的青年团契·。

钟佳寯启

29/12/2010

Meaningful Vs Meaningless Life

It's 2am in the morning....
can't sleep and thinking a lot of questions while sleeping on my bed. May be this called, insomnia?
By the way, some thought and question flash in my mind. I'm thinking what task I have done today. What I have done today?
I don't know what really I'm doing. I'm like wasting my whole day time playing with my laptop. I always fell scared and nervous when feeling empty. I don't want my Life to be wasted. Life for me, it's really short. We wont know what will happen the next day. Every day, I can breath, I can live and I can learn, it's really the GRACE from God.
While sleeping and flashing some thought on my bed, I'm thinking... my Life will be so meaningless if I only live for myself, working for myself, earn money for myself and then die. I realized that life will meaningful when we change the target to worship God. Everything in our life, working, reading, cooking, singing etc can be the tools to worship. Therefore, it's important to note that  I have to do my BEST either in smallest or biggest thing in life because I know what I'm doing is for God and pleased HIM. Nevertheless, scripture mention that ²¹"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!' Matthew 25:21  

I won't blame but thankful that I can learned so many things that I never learn before. I can solved so many problems that I never solved before. Yup, its great that problems occur in my life and I can take the challenge and solve it.

T-shirt Design

It's my first time design and helping people design T-shirt. It's look nice and simple. I just using few hours and completed the latest design using Photoshop. While I designing the T-shirt, I am so thankful that God giving me the talent to design. Thanks Daddy for your Grace and giving me the talent. Designing also can be a tool to worship! Wooohoo.... I Get It!

David's iPhone

Whole day i'm playing with my iPhone application and theme. Love my new theme SO Much! It's cute and love the Piggy and egg Icon too.while I arranging my application, one sentence flash in my mind... am I wasting my time? I use the whole day, front of my laptop and iPhone keep downloading new application and theme. Seriously, I'm nearly addicted to it. Man are greedy hor. I have to control and schedule my time from now on. By the way, I still love my theme very much, and it's look cute and tidy ^^

Hillsong - Hosanna (High-Quality)

I see the king of glory 
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes

Yeeeah

I see his love and mercy 
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing

Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest [x2]

I see a generation 
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith

I see a near revival 
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean 
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to 
Eternity

给主席，副主席和小组组长的小小分享，

“如果时间可以重来，我一定会做的更好。”这句话在我脑海你闪过。往往的，当我们正拿着一些职位时，这正是我们学习的时候了。一开始还没有近考试时，一切事奉都易如反掌，一切都在掌控之中。但考试与功课一来临时，压力，烦恼，比较的心，忧伤的灵都会出现在你面前。我曾经经历过，当我正准备赶thesis时，我整个人压力了起来。当同房准备的功课比我多时，我开始担心了起来。但往往的，考试时正是你要学习，你要挑战，你更要依靠神的时候。

当组长/主席不是一件容易的事。是需要不断学习，不断磨练，不断向上，不断成长的事奉。我不是一位很有领导能力的人，但我只能夸口说“神使用软弱的人来彰显祂的荣耀”。我感恩神安排了一班委员来扶持与鼓励。当然我也跌倒了很多次。每次跌倒后，神都让我学习到一些新功课。但我深记得，我离开大学前几个星期，我在一些压力底下跟其中一位委员吵架。那时是我最不想认错，也觉得没有必要认错时，我已经给了魔鬼留地步。大家如果想回，我在离开大学最后一两个月，小组真的没有任何的进展。当有罪在你心里时，你跟神的关系将越来越远。我只知道我没有能力再做任何决定，任何活动，我只能说我不能再做什么了。

我感恩，当我离开大学后，我再次的依靠神。再次心灵得释放。这小小的分享，是希望大家能从中学习，也希望大家不要重蹈复测。小小建议：-

亲近神

不要忘了更加的亲近神。祂是那位又真又活的上帝。我相信当你更亲近神时，你必更得力。神必加添你更多的力量。凡事信靠祂，你生活中必看到很多神的带领与神迹。鼓励大家在小组中常分享见证。我们的神是又真又活的神，相信见证不单单停留在小时候，而是前几天，前几个星期发生的事。祝福大家更加的亲近神，并每日灵修。建议每位委员每日必灵修。

互相鼓励

“同心”一直是我所希望。我渴望各委员能将内心的话说出来。我渴望小组从委员开始。大家在主里都是弟兄姐妹。我鼓励大家都能抛开你内心的世界与各委员分享，一起学习，一起代祷，一起小组。然后才开始带领小组。不要忘了常常鼓励，若有建议/做错的地方，不要忘了用温柔的话语来批评与鼓励。大家一起以谦卑的心学习。

时间管理

时间往往是大学生涯最重要的关键字。大家所要付出的时间肯定必其他同学多。所以你要更好的安排每一分每一秒。安排每一分每一秒。求神赐给你更多的智慧来安排时间。记得要在小组与功课上拿到平衡点。不要太注重一方而忽略了另一方。

更多的爱

“爱”是小组中最关键的一个字。我们爱，因神先爱我们。记得把神的爱分享给身旁每一个人。当你静下来数算神的恩典时，你将明白神的爱是何等长阔高深。记得常常数算神的恩典。“爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；爱是不嫉妒，爱是不自夸， 不张狂，不作害羞的事，不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，不喜欢不 义，只喜欢真理：凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐．爱是永不止”。爱是很大的一门学问。用心的学吧！加油, 加油！～

多读属灵书籍

曾经有位牧师说，当你听一位传道人讲道是，你就知道他到底有没有常读书。一位常读属灵书籍的人，说的话更有学问，更有深度，而且更多的例子。我希望大家能善用所学的，分享出去。

谦卑的心

小组组长，主席，副主席，秘书，财政，交通部长，这些名听起来真的很好听。曾经有位长辈说，当你职位越高，你就越要懂得谦卑。不要被这些名把你的心偷去了。不要被这些名蒙蔽了。它随时让你跌倒，骄傲起来。大家应该以谦卑的心不断学习，成长。职位越大，你就越要学习谦卑。小组组长，主席，副主席，秘书，财政，交通部长是要服侍人，而不是被人服侍。有时更因该以身作则。

带同学参与

我曾经忽略了，也以为我同学没有兴趣去教会。当当我最后几个星期带他们去小组时，我开始后悔了。我后悔我们三年半的同学并好朋友，我却没有鼓励和带他们去教会。当最后一星期带他们去教会时，他们说原来去教会是这么喜乐的。我依然后悔没有早鼓励他们。我希望你们不要像我一样，到了最后才把永恒的道路分享给身旁的每一位非基督徒。分享，真的很重要。分享是把你觉得很重要的事告诉你声旁的人。撒下种子，并看到神的带领，你会很超喜乐也很感恩。

我感恩，是神带领了我在小组中学习。我软弱时，是神加添我力量。我无助时，是神安排了周围的人来鼓励我。一切荣耀都归于神。

虽然现在还没有牧者或长辈来带领小组，但我感恩，你们能够更多的学习，更多的独立。记得要走向真理。若有不会或不肯定的属灵问题，不要害怕找牧师，传道。他们必纠正你们。

青少联合敬拜赞美晚会

敬拜赞美晚会结束了。筹备了一段时间。将近两个月左右。两个月前开始寻找领唱，伴唱和讲员。首先，一开始找传道，但传道有事情尤其是刚结婚，所以就不能了。然后找Aileen,但Aileen也是刚从泰北回来，也忙于其它事，所以也不能。找来找去，最后就下定决心说“既然找来找去找不到，那我就自己来吧"。这样也方便我想要的主题 “Life”。生命真的很重要，如果人生不懂往哪里去时，尤其是去世时，这一切就很可惜了。所以我坚持了生命的主题。

敬拜赞美的时间也曾经跟换过。从十月十六号延迟到二十三号，然后从二十三号延迟到三十一号，过后又从三十一号提早到二十三号。时间，节目往往需要更改时间。十六号改去使徒行传圣经比赛。三十一号少年团有选举，所以只好换回二十三号。佩玲，化局，日耀被我更换时间到快晕晕了。

忙完时间后就是忙领唱的时候了。一开始打算找华倩，但华倩有考试而且也很忙，所以开始找少团的了。找找下，就找到了若欣。在我鼓励下，若欣答应了接下领唱的职位。若欣忙完考试后就开始找适合敬拜赞美和生命主题的诗歌。最后她找了五首适合的歌。但二十三号的前一星期，她突然说不能带敬拜赞美了。她和家人将到马六甲。最后就要从找领唱了。一整晚找来找去，问来问去，大多数适合领唱的都不能在当晚带敬拜赞美。 最后化聚勉强的被我从贝斯手转到领唱。而我从电吉他手转到贝斯手。我发觉往往很多事情是需要临场决定。我想来想去，算来算去也没有想到会换领唱。更没有想到那时是我最忙的时刻。我需要赶project，有需要解决thesis但压力一个一个来。没有想到第四年大学是这么这么忙的。但很感恩，很多人都有在fb写comment鼓励。神往往透过身旁的人来鼓励与扶持。

敬拜赞美前两天，华倩也不能做伴唱了。我本来有找佩虹顶替，但她最后有些突发事件也拒绝了。最后再最后只好找佩玲，本来她是蛮适合的，但她前个星期有开始，然后二十三号当天，口有些不舒服，所以也不建议伴唱。当我找来找去，也早不到适合和人选后，忽然若盈就问“需要帮你伴唱吗？”哇！我够力，神的安排永远超乎我所求所想。没有想到若因每一首当晚所带的歌她都熟悉。也没有想到她没有练过，但却伴唱的很想联系过的感觉。clarence也在当晚伴唱的很棒。敬拜团每一位都带的很棒！对我来说神的带领永远都会有surprise。神随时可以更换一些适合的人来带领敬拜赞美，也会surprise在日常生活里。我的神真的很够力。没有想到青少联合敬拜赞美晚会能够顺利的进行。神也给了我一班完整的敬拜团。一位领唱，一男一女的伴唱，很棒的鼓手，钢琴手和keybord手，也加上我，贝斯手。也不忘了Andrew 和 Simon 负责PA 和 LCD。音响超棒的。一切我只能说若不是神的带领，敬拜赞美团没有可能会这么完美。这么棒！非常非常感恩。希望青少联合敬拜赞美晚会能够每一位弟兄姐妹没好的回忆，也能够更加的爱主。为主而发光做盐。Shine Like a Star!~ :D

输了

输了。很久没有拿过最后一名了。但这次真的蛮感恩的。这次让我重新检讨回自己。或许太有自信，或许太过忙。。。但真正的原因，我依然没有好好的安排好时间。我昨天是很努力的读，是有读到凌晨四点，但又是最后一分钟读书，我没有想到功课已经走在轨道，但圣经的话语，我却忽略了许多。我需要更加的注意圣经里的每一句话。不可以再随便随便带过了。要拿到好成绩，一定要付出。

输了，我学会谦卑。
输了，我学会更早做准备
输了，我学会更注重细节
输了，我学会不要把忙放在嘴边
输了，我学会以后每次都要做的更好
输了，我学会感恩。感恩我学了这一切
输了，我学会自己要尽完全力，神才会加添更多的力量。
输了，我学会更多的鼓励同工
输了，我学会更多的喜乐来面对每一件事
输了，我学会更多的说祝福的话多过责备的话

Why?

"As Jesus was walking along, he saw a man who had been blind from birth. "Rabbi," his disciples asked him, why was this man born blind? Was it because of his own sins or his parents' sins?" "It was not because of his sins or his parent sins," Jesus answered. "This happened so the power of God could be seen in him.  John9:1-3

We love to ask why, why this happened? Why this problem came to me? Why only me need to suffer this? Why so many temptation that I need to pass through. Sometimes, will be asking, what's wrong I had made? What's Sin I had done? Jesus answered that no one was to blame - God allowed it in order to teach us about faith and to glorify God through the man's healing (John 9:2-3)

When suffer from a disease, tragedy, or disability, try not to ask, "Why did this happen to me?" or, "what did I do wrong?" Instead, ask God to give us strength for the trial and a greater reliance on Him. 

Devotion: True Love

The entire message of the Bible comes to a focus in John 3:16: "For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believe in him will not perish but have eternal life." 

As seen in Jesus' sacrifice, there is a big difference between his true love and what we call "love". While we reserve our love for special cases and special occasions, Jesus gives his love freely to ALL.While we love up to a point, Jesus loves to the point of self-sacrifice. 

Last Saturday after attended the discipleship class at church, I was chit chating with my teacher about my experience in  Cemerong waterfall and how I encounter God at that moment. Then we talking another topic to this and that books...But  i get a point from him. After reading a book, try to write out a REVIEW of the book. At that moment, u will know what u are reading. Waw, such an important message to me. 

"True Love" is what i have read today in my devotion time. I realized I only know to Love peoples that closed to me, nice to me and benefit for me, but i always forgot True Love come to the point of self-sacrifice. 

May be i need to sacrifice my time, my energy to a random people, but I believe God want me to learn for today lesson-True Love

Greater Work

"...this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life." John 9:3.
我们解决的问题不在乎痛苦从何而来，乃要如何处理痛苦“这样一来，痛苦就成为神圣作为彰显的机会了。 （圣经新释）

From Glory to Glory to Glory... suddenly, my mind is flashing about this song. I listened this song at DUMC there which lead by True Worshiper. At that moment, i still dunno the real meaning of this song. After explained by brother zhi jian, i just know deep meaning behind the lyric. Sometimes i love to ask, why Lord this and that happen to me? why Lord, set so many temptation to me? why and why and why? But now i know that, this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in my life. ““My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weaknesses." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12:9-10. Amen! my God is my best Friend, my God is my Father, my God is Almighty God, and my God is the Creator of this world. As God promises, His grace is sufficient for me, for His power is made perfect in my weakness. In facing any difficulties, i will not asking why this happened, but i know God will have his purpose to show his Glory. FAITH! I'm not scare when i'm facing the problem, because i believed God is with me and He will lead me through.

滨城三日游

     我今早从滨城回大学了。是真的有点累。坐了将近八到九小时的巴士。在巴士上睡到我头真的蛮痛的。回大学，休息一小时后，又忙着解决掉我internship的事。一直打电话问公司有没有请人实习六个月。今天成功传了五封email给公司。现在就是等待回复的时间了。

     

     这三天留在滨城了。两晚都留在丽音家。可能是跟我一班同学都很熟吧，所以就不介意的跟丽音她们留在她家然后去滨城玩。当然会有点不好意识。这也是我第一次住在女生家里。但可能大家都很熟了，所以也没有什么关系。可能我不知不觉中也变成了她们的姐妹了。哈哈。。。但我知道我们有做错决定。我不能够依旧跟另外一班去langkawi。一些事情已让到我真的很累了。或许我在逃避，但这也是我该醒的时候了。在滨城我想了很多，也学了很多。。。压力也减少了许多。我再次尝试找回自己。但我觉得我变了。可能变得更加成熟了吧。

     在滨城，第一天，我凌晨五点就到了。然后就留在丽音家休息。没有想到我竟然可以睡到下午十二点半。太过分了。。。但醒来后，我们就去吃芋头饭。超好吃的！我也第一次尝试吃猪血。它就跟豆腐没有两样。然后就到了滨城的天主教堂参观。我真的很喜欢那地方。真的很美。我从没有想过马来西亚也有这么美的教堂。好想再去。旁晚是我最难忘的一段时光。这是我第一次帮忙拔豆芽。真的是我蛮好的回忆。过了不久，chesther，宗霞，文其她们也到了。在她们后，我们就去吃Rojak。又是很棒的美食。第一次点酱吃rojak。感觉好好。真的超好吃。过后就留在丽音家吃全滨城最美味的美食，那就是丽音妈妈煮的菜。晚上就到jusco走走看看，然后享受对我来说最最最好吃的炒kuew tieow. 我们等了将近一小时才等到，但真的很值得。它的特设在于用炭火炒，用鸭蛋代替鸡蛋，材料如豆芽都拿捏的刚刚好。真的是人间美食。更棒的是它有放猪油渣。超超超好吃！！！

     第二天我们就过海了。早上吃了午餐后，就到过海的超级市场走走。当然陪女生看鞋是不能例外的。对我来说陪女生看鞋是男生应有的风度吧。所以就陪了整个下午。但我又学会了要更有耐性的陪女生。晚上就厉害了。我们吃了Rm84的自助餐。是蛮贵的但一切都很值得。我们吃了很多龙虾。哈哈。。。当晚顺便也帮宗霞庆祝生日。所以大家都穿的帅帅妹妹的。

     第三天早上依然过海。第三天到了滨城最大间的超级市场 queensbay mall。过海之前，我们吃了滨城出名的鸡饭。也是超棒，尤其是它的asam汤。很好喝也很开胃。过岛后，我们又吃了cendol，椰子，Laksa，等等的美食。然后晚上体验滨城大桥大塞车的情景。我们从旁晚六点半塞车到八点出才到丽音家。九点后我就做巴士回大学了。

    这三天，真的很开心。也让我思想也扩大了许多。我也知道我回大学后，我要重新出发。我要再次改变。我也要变得比以前更加的强壮。更加的努力。更加的有信心。这是我最难忘的三天滨城游。

I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You, Lord

And I am hopeful

I'm waiting on You, Lord

Though it is painful

But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident

Taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting

I will serve You

While I'm waiting

I will Worship 

While I'm waiting

I will not faint

I'll be running the race

Even while I wait

I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You, Lord

And I am peaceful

I'm waiting on You, Lord

Though it's not easy

But faithfully, I will wait

Yes, I will wait

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

这几天，我累了。。。我真的很累。不是肉体的累而是心灵上的累。我很累，因为我不懂得放手。我很累，我太专注在一个人。我很累，因我真的在嫉妒。我开始要找回自己了。我知道我不能再这样下去。我更加的明白，我需要学习像亚当的故事一样。我需要充实好自己。我也更需要把神放在我生命中的第一位。因我深信主在我生命中掌权。我不再需要担心，我不需要害怕。我只要相信。相信神会为我开道路，神会为我安排一切。

I hope i can settle my thesis as soon as possible.. But I'm so stress and can't do anything now...... I not dare to read back my chapter 1-3 thesis...... I feel like need do re-write it again......

WAKE UP, DAVID! U CAN DO IT!

Huh...I need to planning the time for this two days......

9/7:-
2pm-4pm= study senior thesis (Library)
4pm-6pm=gym
7pm-8pm=dinner
8:30pm-11pm= study journal ( 24 hours room)

10/7:-
8am-12pm= Chapter 2
12pm-2pm= dinner
2pm-4pm= Chapter2
5pm-11pm=MYF

*Target= settle Chapter two in this week!

Timetable out!

Done! This is my latest timetable for this coming semester.Yeah, i had put in my favorite activity, sport in schedule! Love sport very much. Love to have Healthy lifestyle. Besides, I need to have devotion in every early morning except Saturday will be delay to 8am. ( weekend O! ^^) Others still maintain the same, cell group preparation, cell group, myf, church time are all maintain. Yup, it's a blessing for me coz of my last semester in ump still can be pack with church activities. For sure, it will consume many hours but love it very much. I prefer to learn and grow rather than stay at room play games & fb etc. yeah, still remember last time Stephanie told us tat the worship peoples is the most passionate peoples. Worship makes us look youngest too. haha

While I'm Waiting by John Waller {Fireproof music video with lyrics}

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Takeing every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

重新出发，突破青年

“从新出发，突破青年”青年团主题曲创作比赛已写好了第一份draft。但真的很大的挑战。挑战不是因为创作时的歌词，或歌曲，反而是唱法。不知找谁来唱。前面nitro，pre-chorus和bridge 都是rap的。只有chorus是用唱的。还需要重写过，需要改进。

Intro

E  A  B  E

最近都在忙，眨眼间也不知在忙什么东西

最近都在开，开开下也不知在开什么fb

最近都在烦，烦烦下烦到头快爆了

最近都在算，算算户口几时满满

pre-chorus

A  B  D  E

人生开始 烦烦

走路开始 慢慢

前途开始 乱乱

我也不知怎么 走了

Chorus

A  B  G#m  C#m  A  B  E

直到有一天，我终于找回了你

是你的爱教导我生命充满意义

从此我不再，不再是一人生活

有你在我身旁我勇敢再次出发

Bridge

再次出发我学会建立了跟神的关系，

再次出发我学会建立了跟人的关系

再次出发，我什么不再害怕

再次出发，我肯定能, 什么？突破青年！

The Heart Of Worship

I don't know what happen to me recently...

I don't know what I'm doing recently....

I don't know what I'm thinking recently....

I don't know what I'm speaking recently....

I am so confused what I'm doing last few days...

I am nearly lost but now I found...

I found a simple thing's called...

 "The Heart  Of Worship"

诗班

不知不觉，负责青团敬拜组已经半年了。时间真的很快。对于诗班，依然对我有很大的负担。我也忽略诗班一段时间了。青团敬拜组在上半年举办了“何为敬拜”，“诗歌分享会”，下半年将有“青团主题曲创造比赛”，“歌唱比赛”，还在考虑的：“青少敬拜赞美晚会”，“何为诗班”。青年团诗班虽然每个月都有献唱一次，但真的还有很大的进步空间。今早上youtube看了关于诗班的video，当我看到圣道堂的少年诗班，真的让我思考了很多。青团的诗班也要改进了。然后再上网找一些质料，原来诗班扮演了很重要的角色。打算把七月二十三号的歌唱比赛延后，改为”何为诗班”。想找传道，Aileen，友顺一起在青团分享关于诗班的重要性。

给大卫的话

已经几天没有更新我的部落格了。这几天我都在想到底我写来为了什么。是为了写给自己看，还是写给其他人看。如果写给其他人看，很多事情都不能太直接说了。有时也发觉我写的是很特地的要让人看。说真的，我不喜欢这种感觉。我比较喜欢真实的面对自己。fb的profile，我已没有放部落格的网址了。或许有人看，或许没有人看，但都不要紧了。这是写给我自己的部落格了。

我的大学假期也快结束了。六月二十二号就要回大学。这假期学了一些东西吧。这假期占了最大部分的是跟我家人的关系吧。前几天全家人也帮妈妈庆祝生日。在更前几天我们一起到tuaran遨游。这假期，我跟爸爸，妈妈，姐姐的关系更加好了。还记得，爸爸半夜拉着我坐他的摩托车去茶楼吃宵夜，上网。跟妈妈，什么都可以聊，甚至我在营会娶了老婆也说了。哈哈。。有时可以一聊就聊好几小时。更佩服妈妈可以背完诗篇二十三篇。我到现在还不会背，蛮惭愧的。跟姐姐也依然一起去跑街，聊聊想买的东西，心得等等。蛮珍惜跟家人共度的每一段时刻。我家不是很有钱，但我家真的很温馨，有爱的一个家。虽然我不能说完美，但我很知足了。

前几天，我到了大姐家走走。看到她家是，我忽然很渴望自己有一个自己的家。有很恩爱的伴侣，也有一两位可爱的孩子，我就很知足了。不知几时回实现，但我一直相信神会带领，有一天会实现。

今天在家里附近走走，一面走就一面看着家里附近起的一栋建筑物。我呆了十几分钟看着我未来所会做的工作。能够拥有自己的建筑公司是我一直的目标。拥有自己的公司，我要起很多高楼，也要起一区的梦想房子。我家当然也在里面咯。呵呵。。。这一直是我的目标。读大学后，我发觉我跟很多人不同的一点就是，我所答应的，我都会做到。这就是我，这就是大卫吧。但我更渴望的是成为大卫王一样，成为合神心的男人。

如果说伴侣，这只好交托给神来带领了。有人说我应该要求很高吧。但我只注重两点，基督徒和能够跟我说一切心里话的女生。我真的不注重在外表，反而很注重在“爱主”。美的女生我真的认识很多，但真正爱主的女生，真的很少。可是有时我又觉得我配不上这么好的女生。但我相信“万事都会互相效应”。用信心踏出每一步吧。

回大学，我要好好准备好自己了。我要重新出发。这半年是我最后的大学日子，一定要好好珍惜。我会更努力在我学业，灵命。也要常常跑步，打squash，打羽毛球！活出精彩的人生！

Heaven is Counting on You

We are standing at the end of time
We are part of, of a grand design
We are grateful to the risen Lord
For the others who have gone on before
I hear voices up there in the heavenly
They are calling, calling to you and to me
Said he'd rise up
There is a world you can win
I hear Him say it again and again


Heaven is counting on you
Run with a heart that is true
Carry the cross, reaching the lost
Heaven is counting you!


When He suffered
Transformed and gave their lives
For the message of our Lord, Jesus Christ
Now their watching
Their seated high up above
Shouting to us as we run

There is a race
There is a prize
There is a price to pay
And it saves beyond
A charity from today!


Let's sing it!
O can you hear of it, heaven?


We've got to reach the lost
We've got to carry the cross
'Cause their counting, counting on you!
Yeah!

Fighter

好好戀愛

好好戀愛主唱：王祖藍 / 彭家麗(女）

我的天父，可否讓我好好地談戀愛，
不再流淚，不再傷痛，不再聚合又要分開。
我的天父，我只想要安穩地找個人來愛，
請讓我知道那個人在不在。

(男）我的孩子，難道你忘記了我就是愛，
學懂愛我，學懂愛你自己，你就懂好好戀愛。
我的孩子，何不嘗試安靜地慢慢去等待，
你就會知道那個人在不在。

(男）你是否願意相信，(女）願意相信，
每時每刻都在我手裏，沒有事情是太早或是太遲。

沒有事情是太早或是太遲。
(男）願意相信， (女）愛我的主，
我願意相信，萬事萬物都在你手裏， 我教你順服，我的旨意。

請教我順服，你的旨意。

要做，要做

忽然才想起，原来我已经两个多星期没有去健身房健身了。要练，要加油，要努力。回大学后，更加要常去健身房！

Kampung Taburan 的回忆

 

沙巴特产-Tuaran Mee

超烂的路

板桥

 

免费椰子水喝～

 

原来狗也爱吃椰子的

教堂

大自然

第一次用桥爬篱笆

满脸问好的感觉

超可爱

魔术师的魔术表演

认真看牌

手工

小胖(Odong)超喜欢他

蛮喜欢这两张照片的

耍帅的狗

一班当地青年人

踩椰子

david到此一游～